Trying to save my dad….

brain work

What I did remotely to get rid my dads unforgiveness to heal him

Dremeling off the cancer

The pancreas,bone, and enfore bath

The enfore bath of blue is a substance I was given from Angelophos … my higher self ….as a great healer for humans.

Today 10 of us family went to say happy mothers day to mom his caretaker.  My dad said a heartfelt speech about his coming into a wholeness from his life’s journey and thanking us for all we are and do for him….he is very dependent on us all.  Very much out of character for a hitler type dictator that he was and now sees.

I think my remote work helped……..

or maybe it is the humbling experience of you can’t stand up and piss anymore by yourself.

“we all are broken as disease wins

we all watch the sucking beaast

eating consuming feeding on the flesh of his

so helpless against the biological miniscule bacteria that will take his life”

The snake

Yep dreamt it this morning 4am ….a rattle snake in a country shop.  Why?? i said to myself when I woke up. Oh ya i remembered…dummy your gona see one.

sure enough say it on the tv about 3 hours later.  not a rattle snake but…..they talked about how they are using the venom of poisonous animals as a pain killer in humans.

Now I’ve always wondered why there is pain. I mean really,  why?  What a great world it would be if there was no pain.I’ve been able to heal peoples pain.  I’ve been able to stop their pain. really.  I guess if I wanted to i should try to make a living at it.  what a novel thought.  (long pause)

I’ve done it with family members and 2 others.  I can see there illness in their body and remotely make it better.  Its like the fantastic voyage.  I go inside them,find the pain,the illness,the black,or corroded brown, clean it, cover it,love it and leave.  i use the blue sparkling goo  “enfore” that Angelophos showed me. If you want to know more about him check the link “Angelophos”.  . ….. sometimes i put their whole body in it if they will let me.  some people don’t want you messing with them. some people want to be sick it makes them special.

So anyway i’ve always thought I should work on this end of my self so I can help others more.  so maybe thats what this gift/curse is for.

a tub as a toilet….

WTF….really?  simply gross.

Dreamt about shitting and pissing in the bathtube. WTF.  Yep ……….I was…. . shitting and pissing in the bathtub.  Not only that but the BYFD decided to get in it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the fuck!

woke up in the am …….

morning conversation……

………… great it was that the dog shit where she was suppose to.

Every night I see pieces of the next day.

April 2 dreams come true, and more dreams…..


Alligator to monkey is the new movie Monkey Kingdom that just came out….I saw the previews for it 4/11.  I used to have a monkey as a kid so of course I love monkeys

me a yogi.…I attended my first yoga class(even though I’ve been practicing for 10 years) to support of my friends first time as a yogi teacher. In class I thought ..I should do this.

I don’t know about the dog shot thing yet……My dad was diagnosed with an aneurysm in his aorta about the same time as the dream  so maybe thats it.  My mom loves her dog so much I think I’m replacing my dad with dogs.

I dreamt last weekend 4/10 about my dog having a hole in her neck.  I covered it in a crazy contraption pictured below:


So the blood squirted out over her head.  I woke saying “You have to take me to emergency” to my sister who was there.

It looks a bit like a vein that might be burst …an aneurysm.

And the same night I dreamt the field behind my mom and dads house caught fire from lightning.  Yes there was a lightning storm that night on the 10th.  But why my mom and dads place?

AND the same night I dreamt I had to sleep with a tiger….and mind you when I dream it is REAL.  I was so scared.

Dog shot,alligator to monkey,me a yogi, and another fire.

Ha, this reminds me of a tv channel lineup of shows in one night.

In an upstairs city room with people. A guy yelling outside the window below, we all look out ,he points a gun at us an shots a bunch of times, i get shot but still moving and so does my moms dog. mom says we can’t save him and i crdl him crying and wake up….sobbing of course.

i go back to sleep and the im walking down a street in a suburb with a person and an alligator comes out and chases me but it was funny and then a it changes to a a gibbon monkey ,white colored, and it has a thorn in its paw so it gives me its paw begging me to take it out, i do and hes so happy, hugging me.

THEN….i’m floating on an inner tube in a giant square pool in a fancy place in india.  i am a yogi , they hired me to perform a marriage in the pool . as i float i try not to look too silly by falling in and i float by a woman with a baby.I hold the baby and it is a girl but looks like a miniature person, almost a barbie doll.

i wake up feeling really tired.

So far I haven’t seen any of it but I will.

I think i’ll put it on canvas as a painting…….

2 days ago I was laying in bed in the morning almost a wake about 6:3- am and I felt as though I was a burn victom under the sheets.  i saw the tent they use to cana py the patient so the sheeets don’t touch them because of the pain it would cause.  i lay there thinks how terrible it must be to be burned and in pain.

an hour later the local and CNN news shows a fireman falling through a roof and engulfed in flames that happened the previous day….i think it was on youtube too.  He is in critical condition…..40% burned.